One of my close friend asked me point blank, "Do you think I am stuck up?" I responded with, "You know I am going to tell you the truth right?". Knowing that I was she said, "Yeah, that's why I am asking you." I looked her straight in the eye and told her the truth. If she had asked anyone else they would have denied her question completely. The girl is amazing but she has her flaws just like everyone else. She knew she would get the truth from me and I gave her what she asked/looked for.
Now, I know that most of you might be think damn, this girl is hard, but I am just as soft. Even though I don't go looking for it I get a lot of feedback on me, myself, and I. I make most of it and the other part is usually my mom and then random people who don't have a life will make an assumption. So my point is that ask me about the world and I will tell you the truth. Tell me to fix my flaws and I will listen. The bitter truth always hurts, but its sweeter than having nothing.
Almost everyone I know wants me to kiss up to the women I meet at social gatherings, but I can't and I won't. Why? Because why should they like me for being fake and judgmental? I want to be real. If I like what you are wearing I will tell you. and By the way, I will not tell people they look ugly, because that's just mean. and I will not be mean just because I can...
I believe I am a sweet person, I have been told so. but Truth be told, I am real as anything. Don't ask me to lie, because I won't not unless I know the truth will bring the person to their knees.
I also want to take this chance and say that I am sorry if I hurt any of you. I never meant to, and I hope that one day soon you can forgive me.
T
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