5

5. Five. Paanch.

That is the magic number for the next couple days. Today I am five months away from the moment my life changes forever. Five months from today I will party until I basically have to go home and spend a few last moments as a girl. Its so bittersweet. Tomorrow, five months from now, I will be preparing to sign my name on a piece of paper that will entitle me to live my life as a KAMAL. No, not in the literal sense, however, I am amazing. I will be legally and islamically married to a man that I only met over a year ago. Someone I befriended in a couple weeks. Someone who by now is my best friend, the one I laugh with, cry with, and love every moment for. Its so magical just knowing that last year, I had different plans. I had a mission which was over taken by someone I never imagined to enter my life.
This man is so subtle and easy to be around. He easily molds into any environment. He is hilariously funny, dubbed by himself of course! He is kind, warm, caring, and most importantly loving. He has temper that flairs too high, and too fast. He is fast and honest with his words. He is interesting and smart. I can keep going. I will keep going for as long as I can, because I never imagined such bliss from a person that the world doesn't consider perfect, but I do. I am always trying to find new words to explain this feeling this blessed and wonderful feeling, but even now, with so many words, I am short. All I have is, Alhumdulillah, Inshallah, & Subhanallah. That praise to Allah SWT is the best way to thank the one and only for the perfection he has given me.

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Never thought it would happen

I haven't written in a while and I'm sure I have a few drafts that need attention. Those drafts however may just remain drafts. I will tell you general random public, that I am uber excited with what is to come my way in the next few days. I have waited for many things like graduation - which is this May! - for birthdays, anniversaries, job interviews, and many more. I have written about almost all of them, but the one I haven't written about the one I never saw coming is now here and there is no string of words left in my mouth for what I feel. I am stressed beyond limits because of it and because of the ten million other things on my plate. Alhumdulillah thought I couldn't be happier. <3