Are you seriously, serious? Seriously?

I just got told through Facebook that the, and I quote, "ignorance you have of my religion soon departs and you can educate yourself to be a little more accepting of other people and their beliefs. Also to be less ignorant and to not preach to others on subjects you know little to nothing about". 


I will tell you right now that I have no idea what you are talking about, one. Two, I have no clue who would have told you this, but I do know that nothing of the sort came out of my mouth.
How do I know that? Because I'm one, not racist, two, I don't have anything against you, and three, I for one believe in my culture, religion, and my values. I treat everyone like I want to be treated so if I believe in my culture, religion, and values, I am excited to learn about yours. Which of course means that I love who you are, the way you are. 


So, I would love to know why you didn't come to me and ask me straight up why I said that. Instead you became who you think I am "ignorant" and assumed. All I have to say is good riddance. Because seriously, I don't need people who doubt me in my life and I absolutely do not need anyone who spreads lies or believes them without giving the benefit of the doubt. 


Like I have said many, many times. I have better things to do with my time. My future is in front of me and I am not wasting another second on this debacle because it is not worth my PRECIOUS time.


Thank You for making my choices so much more easier. 


Love T

The E.N.D.

Four more classes and I am done with my associates! I am so glad that I decided to take this chance because I would have cried if I didn't. That's all the thanks to those who thought I couldn't do it and the ones who thought I couldn't do anything. All I have to say is that YOU underestimated me, but it’s okay because I didn't expect any better. 

You went with the advice you gave me and had to take a lot of classes over or started out a little behind from where you thought you'd be. I, well I have a year and half ahead of me, yes I will be graduating after you but I will have a minor under my belt and I will follow my dreams to prove to you that I CAN. Yes, I simply CAN follow my dreams. And I DON'T need you telling me what the wrong choice is for me! 

I feel I came out a little wiser from this experience. Not only do I know what I need to do, but I know what and who to stay away from and it only makes me smarter right? Right!

OH and BTW, this post is not to gloat, even though I sound like I am, because I know who I am and I know where I stand. This post is to show the world my happiness, even though the world doesn't care, like I said it’s for me. And To leave on a better note, this is not a HATE post, it's a thank you for MOTIVATING me to do better. To aim for something I thought was impossible at one point. 

I should just say Alhamdulillah for everything and everyone who has entered my life. Every person and event to happen within my life time has brought me to who i am today. Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah.

Tea!

Just received my package that I had been waiting for since Monday. So excited to try all the new DECAF teas I ordered. I kind of became obsessed after I had keva at Kabab Paradise on Sunday. So I used the powers of the machine which I am using now and that little piece of plastic in my wallet that makes me jump for joy, and bought five different types of tea. I literally felt anxious when I realized that the box was waiting down the street at UPS for me last night.

So far I tried the HoneyBush Vanilla Herbal and its a little to vanilla-ish for me but I like it cold! and Now I'm onto the  Tranquil Dream Herbal and wow this one is amazing with a little bit of sugar! So Excited to try the others! Oh PS I got them at Teavana! They are a little pricey but so good! and I also highly recommended the Samurai Chai Mate. They usually have this one at their stores as samples. Yum.

toodles

Kiss Me Slowly

The most heartfelt song I have ever heard. Parachute did it again find links to the song here and the lyrics below:

Kiss Me Slowly

"Stay with me, baby stay with me

Tonight don’t leave me alone

Walk with me, come and walk with me

To the edge of all, we’ve ever known

I can see you there with the city light

Fourteenth floor, pale blue eyes

I can breather you in

Two shadows standing by the bedroom door

You know I could not want you more

Then I did right then, as our heads leaned in

Well I’m not sure what this is gonna be

But with my eyes closed all I see

Is the sky line, through the window

And the moon above you and the streets below

Oh my breath is moving in

Taste your lips and feel your skin

When the time comes, baby don’t run

Just kiss me slowly

Stay with me, baby stay with me

Tonight don’t leave me alone

She shows me everything she used to know

Picture frames and country roads

When the days were long

And the world was small

She stood by as it fell apart

Separate rooms and broken hearts

But I won’t be the one to let you go

Well I’m not sure what this is gonna be

But with my eyes closed all I see

Is the sky line, through the window

And the moon above you and the streets below

Oh my breath is moving in

Taste your lips and feel your skin

When the time comes, baby don’t run

Just kiss me slowly

Don’t run away

And it’s hard to love again

When your only way has been

When the only love you knew, just walked away

If it’s something that you want

Darling you don’t have to run, you don’t have to go

Just stay with me, baby stay with me

Well I’m not sure what this is gonna be

But with my eyes closed all I see

Is the sky line, through the window

And the moon above you and the streets below

Oh my breath is moving in

Taste your lips and feel your skin

When the time comes, baby don’t run

Just kiss me slowly

I’m not sure where this is gonna go

But in this moment all I know

Is the sky line, through the window

And the moon above you and the streets below

Oh my breath is moving in

Taste your lips and feel your skin

When the time comes, baby don’t run

Just kiss me slowly"

I love Parachute! 


-T

It's a Pain in the Neck

Been working so hard or so I think to get through all of this. It's just become a huge mess and seriously I am lost as to where to start the unraveling from. 

Allah please help.  

Sapere Aude

Sapere Aude - Immanuel Kant 

Dare to Know

I love this phrase. It just says it all. There is little that a curious person doesn't want to know but something that you should know, well should be known. It's really self explanitory.

My point however is that one should always be curious about the world. Without curiosity what does one really have? The apt to know but hey I'm going to be dumb? Seriously? I know for a fact that my cerebrum holds alot of random facts and knowledge most of which i will never use. But i know this stuff and I know that it's interesting to know not to mention it will come in handy.... Someday... 

So basically I am not one of those people that will go around saying "I hate school"... Okay maybe I will but only because I dislike the institution that this country thinks is so great but it's so not. I love learning and I alwyas have. I hate being tested on the stuff I learn because it's nerve recking to memorize six subjects in a three month period only to regurgitate it back out.   

But learning in itself is amazing I love knowing that excessive protein turns into fat but it's the easiest to burn off. I also love knowing that the plastic piece on the end of your shoelaces is called a aglet.

Til next time

T

Infuriating Jerks

I love how people wont do it for you because "they cant" but they will when they want it for themselves. Learn how to give and open your cold ass heart. I refuse to give until I get. I have given to much for nothing.

I love Selena Gomez

YES! I am dedicating this post to the one and only Selena Gomez. I absolutely love this girl. She is the most adorable thing not to mention a great actress and an awesome singer! I love her sense of fashion mostly all from my fave Free People! but Hey she can even pull off Wal-Mart, thats really saying something.

But mostly right now I am obsessed with basically her three recently debuted singles. "Who Says" , "A Year without Rain", and "Naturally". She is so not mainstream DISNEY or mainstream TOP 40. Like me, she has her own style and it rocks.

Okay I'm done ranting about Selena. but IF anyone finds her dresses (from the music videos) somewhere, GET THEM TO ME!

<3
T

PS The real post is on my tumblr

There is no "About Me" Post.

I don't think that random people who fall through cyberspace and land on my page need to know who I am. Because to put it in my terms, I know who I am and who I need to be. So the real question remains, why do you need to know who I am? It's not like your going to fall in love with my opinions and my words that are posted on here from time to time. And man if you do then good luck because you will be the person I avoid MOST!

Lets put it this way, I am not interested in anyone or thing in the world wide web. I couldn't careless who you are but hey if you want to get to know me then... man tough luck. The only people who will know me and will know me more and more through this blog are the people I already know (personally) and I love you and nothing said above relates to you!

Hey look at it this way this post tells you more about me than anything else. ICK

and on that note I'm out!

-T

Writing AGAIN!

I forgot how much I missed writing. Recently it just feels like I don't have anytime to do anything. Even my tumblr has gone to the masses. Its like I forgot how to live. So basically a few people told me I haven't been my self lately, and so here I am. I don't know how frequently I will update... but I promise to try to keep it entertaining per se...

Let's change things up a bit!

-T

PS here is the link to my tumblr <3